Honest Yearning

The call of home us loud
And troubling, disturbing

Death follows
Beseeching change
Desiring

The words you use are
Honest Yearning

MY HONEST YEARNING:
For comfort
For home
For hugs
For love

YOURS?
Undetermined
Needing a follow up

Love and Other Natural Disasters

Why does “He” think that I want him to give me a title and tell me he loves me? Does he think that I am a 15 year old so in love with being in love that those words will make me forget the endless stream of broken dates and promises?

I don’t need the empty calories of an ice cream sundae, I might want them though.  Instead I crave the ones that come off a well cooked meal. You know when the house smells so good you forget the dessert.

When the menu includes collard greens, corn on the cob, steak sautéed in onions and there’s salad on the side and someone pulls out that really yummy-awe inspiring chunk of corn bread and you don’t need the mac & cheese, but you NEED THE MAC & CHEESE. That’s what I want.

You are just crass…………..

Everyone tries to tell me what an awesome person you are but all I see is a crass type of individual who doesn’t care about the feelings of others. The type of person that likes to point out the flaws in others but fails to see his flaws. I truly had a hard time today dealing with your CRAP. Why do I have to put up with you? I think you have everyone else fooled into thinking you are this great guy when in reality you are far from that. I was ready to pull my hair out and then someone told me that I should not let your idiosyncrasies make me mad. But that is the problem, I don’t think that your behavior can be attributed to idiosyncrasies, I think your behavior stems from the fact that you are a selfish brat, who thinks that the world owes you something and that you can behave however the HELL you want to behave and the rest of us just have to take it.

Well buddy, I don’t know how much longer I am going to be able to put up with your BULLSHIT. I am SASHA WHIP and I if you keep acting like a DAMN FOOL around me……I AM GOING TO TAKE MY WHIP AND WHIP YOUR ASS UNTIL IT IS BLACK AND BLUE!!!!!!!!

Chinese food to cure the drama……..

Since I can’t deal with your freaking drama……………..”I have no friends, I hate my life”

I am going to order some chicken and broccoli so I can calm my hunger and my anger

What the hell!!!!! You hate your life…..man you are just starting to live, you don’t know what life is all about.

Stop your whine and look at what you have. Stop being so damn selfish for once.

Thank goodness that this Chinese food is BANGING….otherwise I would have to EAT YOU!

Pissed off

Why the hell did I believe in what you were saying to me. I am so angry. Maybe I was the one who put you on a pedestal because of what I wanted you to be. You have shown me what you can be and anything less is just unacceptable. I am Sasha Whip and I am going to WHIP your ASS into shape. No more Mrs. Nice Nice with you. I am done trying to understand all the drama……you need to get it together now. Failure is not an option, not for me and certainly not for you. Time to take a break from your extra curricular activities and get to stepping….stepping….stepping in the right direction. Stop and think about who you are and who you want to become. It is your destiny to become someone great but you need to do the work. I accepted everything until now but I am not going to accept this. I am going to be the jelly to your peanut butter…..all up in your business. I don’t give a freaking damn if you like it or not. I know in the future you are going to look back and know that I was right. Sasha Whip is gonna Whip you in the shape and if I have to WHIP your ASS in the process….then so be it.

Kind Sir

:p well kind sir I wish our schedules allowed for some flexibility. I guess I’m a chicken $hit for wanting to spend time with you outside of sacred fam time-which I imagine your child’s bday bash to be. I’m really feeling you. I can’t figure out the ways or the hows I just am. I am enjoying the feeling! I am not typically a chick who vocalizes my sexuality or who puts myself out there like that.

Yeah I have a strong sense of self but I tend to b laid back with mine. I don’t typically wil out like I have with you so I just account it to my pure enjoyment of you and your energy.

I am a bit shy. I tend to like to keep my business under the radar. Friends rarely meet guys I’m dating and my family doesn’t even typically hear dudes names. I always promise that when I’m in love they’ll meet him! Remember that I respect my home and rarely have dudes over…if all I wanted was to f you I’d visit your home and bump into you! But thats not what I want.

What I want is to get to really know this cool dude that I’m talking to on the reg. To meet him face 2 face and have the opportunity to get to know him on another level. To experience the hunger for the first kiss and that first handhold. I really am a bit of the romantic like that…

I don’t know if we are on the same page.